Regrets

Regrets. Face it, we all have them. Some more serious than others, but they are never fun. I have some regrets that I will never ever get past. Especially my past.

Now, before I go on I have to say something. This blog post isn't about me trying to help you. I'm sorry, I know that that's what this blog was supposed to be about, but this post is about me. It's about how I feel and about my personal regrets. If you don't mind that, then read on.

My past isn't an easy thing for me to talk about, or write about. However, unfortunately I can't just run from it. No matter how hard I try it always will be with me, just like my shadow. I know I did bad things to many girls. I hurt so many people in the past who really did not deserve that, not that anyone does. And really I regret it all. It haunts me every day of my life. Every lie I told, every heart I broke all hangs on my heart threatening to destroy me from the inside.

But I do honestly regret one thing above all others, no matter how bad that may sound. There was a girl from my past that I really really hurt. I know I did, and I really never gave her closure about it, at least I don't think so. If you're reading this, you probably don't know her, but she's a really great person. I'm not going to mention her name because that's between her and myself. But, in case you read this, I am talking about you. You who loves FMA and shares a name with one of the characters. Or at least the last name. Words can't describe how much I wish I could take back what I did to you. I really hope one day you can forgive me. Maybe one day we could even be friends again. Perhaps that's being a bit too optimistic

Anyway, that's about it. I needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for listening to me as I have gone on and on since I've started. It was a lot of fun helping everyone I could. Thanks for being here. I'm starting a new blog and details will be released soon.

Live on,
Josh.