Ever feel like you're the only person in the world? Ever feel like all your friends don't really want to talk to you? Do you feel like sometimes you don't even have any friends? Well, you're not alone, let me tell you that. I'm not going to say we all feel lonely, because I don't know everyone. There are some people who I bet don't feel lonely at all. But many of us, we feel it often. So you're not alone, when you feel alone in the world. If no one is texting you, email me with your number, and I will. It doesn't matter if I know you or not, I'll text you like you've been my best friend for years. No one should have to go through the pain of feeling lonely. I know that pain well. The feeling that no one wants you. The feeling that no one wants to be around you. Let me tell you, I have felt that way too much. So if you need a friend, I'm here.
Ever since Sammy died (I know, I write about her a lot. You have to understand that she was my closest friend though.) I've been feeling even more lonely than usual. I thought I was going to go insane with grief and loneliness. I'd never told any of my friends about her (See, we went to elementary school together, then I moved and we got back in touch halfway through middle school cause of the internet, and I never really ended up talking about her to my other friends. She was like my secret friend that only I had out of all my friends..if that makes sense). I felt like I couldn't talk to anyone about Sammy because they wouldn't understand. I thought: "How could they understand when they didn't even know she existed. Will they even care?" I really underestimated my friends. I guess I thought that since we didn't talk everyday, we weren't especially close. I'll never forget how much they consoled me when they read my first post and they found out about Sammy. Anyway, got a bit off topic there, but anyway, I still cry myself to sleep just about every night because I miss Sammy so much. I mean, she was my closest friend. Without her it's like my very existence is missing something. I'm extremely lonely now, even when I'm happy. But I have my friends to help me, and that's all I'll ever need.
The loneliness you feel is natural. And I'm here to help in any way possible. Loneliness is not a very happy feeling to say the least, and I know it sucks. I know exactly how it can twist your thoughts, how it can make it seem like your friends don't care. But always remember, your friends care about you, they love you. I love you. Even if I don't know you, even if we have fought in the past I still love you. I'd give up my life to keep you all happy. You all mean the world to me. Scratch that. You all are the world to me, and you don't deserve to feel lonely. I'm here. And I'm willing to listen. Whether it be 2 in the afternoon, 2 in the morning, 5 in the morning, whenever. If you need me, you can count on me.
Loneliness is a trick to make you think you're alone. But you're not. You have your friends, and family, and me. If you don't have friends or family, you have me. I'm not saying I'm all you'll ever need, but I know some pretty amazing people, and I'm sure I can introduce you to people with similar interests. I know I'm being a bit forward, but loneliness sucks, and you don't need it in your life. So yeah, I'm here for you
Now...I thought to end today's blog (it's a bit shorter than normal I think, but it's also pretty late) I'd talk a bit more about my quest to save the world. I've been thinking a lot about it lately, and the idea of one guy trying to save the world by himself seems pretty stupid...So I've taken a new partner. This feels really sudden for me, but I know it is the right move. I think Sammy ended up bringing me and Allie together for a reason, and this might be that reason. We're talking about writing a book together. I really like the idea, maybe a published book about saving the world will open even more people's eyes than just a couple of blogs. I've made a decision on how to start saving the world too. I want to do it one person at a time, if that makes sense. Obviously I'll do anything I can with as many people as possible, but I'm not going to leave some people hanging just because they are one person. No one life is more precious than another. So I will not ignore any one person because a group needs me.
Anyway, this is the last thing I swear. I want you all to share this blog. Not so I get the personal satisfaction of more views or whatever. I want to make a difference in the world, and that won't happen unless this starts circulating. Think about it too, it could literally save someone's life if you get them to read some of this. Like, if (for instance) they were thinking about suicide or anything but didn't want to tell anyone they knew, I can be here for them. I'm just saying it could really help some people you care about. I'm here for any of you, I promise. And anything you send me will be strictly between you and I. Not even Allie will see unless I have your permission to show her. If you ever need anything email me at Gokin_kun@yahoo.com. Remember, you're not alone, I love you.
Live on,
Gokin
Monday, June 25, 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Bullying
Chances are that in your life you have been bullied, know someone who has, or have witnessed it. Bullying is a problem that has been sweeping the world at an alarming rate. Obviously bullying isn't a new problem, but that doesn't make it alright. People kill themselves way to often because of bullying. We need to do something about bullying. It's not right that people get away with it. I'm not saying they need to be harshly punished, but really, something has to be done. We can't let bullying go on.
I know people who have been been bullied. My best friend has been bullied, my brother has been bullied, and my sister has been bullied. I'm the only one of my siblings who hasn't. But I am the only one who has stood up to the bullies. One particular story comes to mind that I would like to share.
You see, all year the "cool" kids made fun of my friend Lewis in Spanish. They constantly put him down no matter what he did. If he tried to answer they made fun of him, whether his answer was correct or incorrect. It got to the point where even the teacher got in on it. On the last day of school, they all ganged up on him at once. They were saying they were going to jump him after class and were threatening a lot of violence. The teacher was turning a blind eye as always and I couldn't take it any more. That day I decided to dress "up" for celebration of our last day, and looked pretty scary if you wanna know the truth. I had my hair spiked (which I do half the time anyway) but I was wearing leather pants with chains all over them, combat boots that were worn out (official Marine combat boots at that), I was wearing a red kinda chain-mail type shirt with a silver over-shirt, black eyeliner, and my wristbands (one is black leather with studs and the other is checkered). I'll admit I looked pretty intimidating, but I'm proud of what I did. I looked dead in the face of the ring-leader. He was on the football team, one of those muscly guys, also son of the vice principal, and pretty much thought he ruled the school. But yeah, I looked him dead in the eye and said "Knock it off." He didn't like that very much. He glared at me and said "Knock what off, we're just joking, he knows that." Then he hit Lewis, as if too show his point. I put my hand on my desk as if I was about to stand up and said "Yeah, well it's pretty obvious he doesn't like it, so knock it off." Then he got close and asked "Well who's gonna make us?" I stood up at that point (everyone in class was pretty much standing up anyway) and got up close to him as well and I said "I will. One on one, or I'll take all of ya. Your choice." At that point they started backing down. All his friends were saying to just let it be, and just to stop. He did at that point too. He said (exact quote, minus my name change. I'm not posting my real name, Gokin will do just fine) "Alright, I'm done. Gokin's got his swag on today"
Now, I'm not saying that it's okay to try to use force to intimidate others out of bullying, it's better to go to a teacher or adult. But my other point is that bully's are typically cowards. Very rarely can they actually fight. They'll typically back down if offered a challenge. It's way to risky to fight back though, unless you *know* you can fight good. My advice if you're dealing with a bully is to go to an adult you trust to handle it. Kids have the power to change the world, but we need the help of adults to do it.
This part is for bully's. I know life can be hard, believe me. I've seen abuse before, I've seen pain and suffering. I know what it's like for it to be hard to trust, but hurting others doesn't make the pain go away. You know what does make the pain go away? Friendship. Yeah, you can say that what I said is gay, but it's true. The number one healer of emotional pain, is friendship. I don't know what state my mind would be in after the death of Sammy if I didn't have my friends. They've been helping me tremendously, and I appreciate every last one of them. I love my friends, and I'm not ashamed to say it. There's nothing I wouldn't do for them, I would even die for them. I'd die to save the world. Bullies, you don't have to hurt others. I'm going to issue a challenge to you. Go to someone you have bullied, and apologize, ask for forgiveness. Chances are, you could be saving someone's life. And with that, you're helping to save the world.
Bullying is wrong, but if we just stop it, if we find a way to redirect our anger into something useful, we can make the world a much better place. So next time you're angry, instead of taking it out on another human, try playing a video game, or working out, or hitting a punching bag. I've found all those to be extremely helpful.
If you have problems with a bully and need to rant, or just need to talk to someone about anything, I'm here. For any of you. Email me at Gokin_kun@yahoo.com. I love you all, and I love this world.
Live on,
Gokin
I know people who have been been bullied. My best friend has been bullied, my brother has been bullied, and my sister has been bullied. I'm the only one of my siblings who hasn't. But I am the only one who has stood up to the bullies. One particular story comes to mind that I would like to share.
You see, all year the "cool" kids made fun of my friend Lewis in Spanish. They constantly put him down no matter what he did. If he tried to answer they made fun of him, whether his answer was correct or incorrect. It got to the point where even the teacher got in on it. On the last day of school, they all ganged up on him at once. They were saying they were going to jump him after class and were threatening a lot of violence. The teacher was turning a blind eye as always and I couldn't take it any more. That day I decided to dress "up" for celebration of our last day, and looked pretty scary if you wanna know the truth. I had my hair spiked (which I do half the time anyway) but I was wearing leather pants with chains all over them, combat boots that were worn out (official Marine combat boots at that), I was wearing a red kinda chain-mail type shirt with a silver over-shirt, black eyeliner, and my wristbands (one is black leather with studs and the other is checkered). I'll admit I looked pretty intimidating, but I'm proud of what I did. I looked dead in the face of the ring-leader. He was on the football team, one of those muscly guys, also son of the vice principal, and pretty much thought he ruled the school. But yeah, I looked him dead in the eye and said "Knock it off." He didn't like that very much. He glared at me and said "Knock what off, we're just joking, he knows that." Then he hit Lewis, as if too show his point. I put my hand on my desk as if I was about to stand up and said "Yeah, well it's pretty obvious he doesn't like it, so knock it off." Then he got close and asked "Well who's gonna make us?" I stood up at that point (everyone in class was pretty much standing up anyway) and got up close to him as well and I said "I will. One on one, or I'll take all of ya. Your choice." At that point they started backing down. All his friends were saying to just let it be, and just to stop. He did at that point too. He said (exact quote, minus my name change. I'm not posting my real name, Gokin will do just fine) "Alright, I'm done. Gokin's got his swag on today"
Now, I'm not saying that it's okay to try to use force to intimidate others out of bullying, it's better to go to a teacher or adult. But my other point is that bully's are typically cowards. Very rarely can they actually fight. They'll typically back down if offered a challenge. It's way to risky to fight back though, unless you *know* you can fight good. My advice if you're dealing with a bully is to go to an adult you trust to handle it. Kids have the power to change the world, but we need the help of adults to do it.
This part is for bully's. I know life can be hard, believe me. I've seen abuse before, I've seen pain and suffering. I know what it's like for it to be hard to trust, but hurting others doesn't make the pain go away. You know what does make the pain go away? Friendship. Yeah, you can say that what I said is gay, but it's true. The number one healer of emotional pain, is friendship. I don't know what state my mind would be in after the death of Sammy if I didn't have my friends. They've been helping me tremendously, and I appreciate every last one of them. I love my friends, and I'm not ashamed to say it. There's nothing I wouldn't do for them, I would even die for them. I'd die to save the world. Bullies, you don't have to hurt others. I'm going to issue a challenge to you. Go to someone you have bullied, and apologize, ask for forgiveness. Chances are, you could be saving someone's life. And with that, you're helping to save the world.
Bullying is wrong, but if we just stop it, if we find a way to redirect our anger into something useful, we can make the world a much better place. So next time you're angry, instead of taking it out on another human, try playing a video game, or working out, or hitting a punching bag. I've found all those to be extremely helpful.
If you have problems with a bully and need to rant, or just need to talk to someone about anything, I'm here. For any of you. Email me at Gokin_kun@yahoo.com. I love you all, and I love this world.
Live on,
Gokin
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Kid Power
Kids are helpless, right? Kids can't fight for what they believe in, can they? They have to let the adults fight their battles because they are to weak to. Am I right? Kids are weak and defenseless and need the adults to do everything for them. Kid's can't stand up for themselves without an adult. A kid can never save the world. These statements are correct, right? WRONG!
Kids have the power. We are the future of this planet, and we need to take our planet back. It's our job to save the world. We can do it, even without the adults. Kids can be just as smart, just as wise as the adults. And in some cases even smarter, even wiser. We have the imagination to put our plans into effect. I'm not saying adults can't help us, 'cause they are a major help. But we have the power. Kids can fight for our world. The adults can help, but it's up to us to save the world. Individually one kid can do great good. We can do countless things separately. But together, we can do ANYTHING.
Adults aren't bad people, they were kids once too. But as we grow older, we lose our child-like innocence. We need to get back to the mindset of a child. We need to get back to the point where everyone is a potential friend rather than enemy. We need to get back to the point where we can trust again. Adults, you don't have to be adults if that makes sense. Go back to being a kid. Go back to trusting, go back to having fun. Go back to what made your childhood worth living. The world is so obsessed with getting ahead. So worried about success, it makes me sick. We need to get back to the times where we did things because they made us happy, not to try to beat someone else. Where we do our jobs to support each other, not because of the amount of money, or how much recognition you'll get.
Ask a kid what they want to do with their lives. They'll tell you what they think is cool. They'll tell you they want to sing, to act, to be president, to be a cop, or a super hero. You know why? Because they believe that they can. Why can't they do it? Why can't they be the next president, or a superstar? I'll tell you why. It's because people cut them down. People tell them that their dream isn't reasonable. There's a 1 in a million chance of making it. So the kid gets disheartened and loses faith and ends up doing something they hate for the rest of their lives.
You know what I say to this? I say it needs to stop. We need to encourage kids to follow their dreams. We need to tell them that they can be the next president, or a famous superstar, or a model, or they can be the next Superman or Spiderman. Who knows, maybe one of them will actually make it. Sure, they may not have the strength of Superman, but they could definitely work out to be strong. With the encouragement of those around us, anything is possible. No one is born better than anyone else, some just work harder because people believe they can do it.
Kids, it's time to take our place back at the leaders of the world. We control the fate of the world, the adults are just there to help guide us. It's our world that we inherit, so let's make it a world to be proud of. Let's save this world and everyone in it. Together we can make a world without fear, but with trust instead. We can make a world where we all get along. We can make a world where we are all free to live how we choose. Kids, we have the power, so let's use it to make the world great.
As always, I'm here if anyone needs me. Just email me. Gokin_kun@yahoo.com. I'm here to listen if you need it, or if you have ideas for the blog. Let's make this world great. Kid Power all the way!
Live on,
Gokin
Kids have the power. We are the future of this planet, and we need to take our planet back. It's our job to save the world. We can do it, even without the adults. Kids can be just as smart, just as wise as the adults. And in some cases even smarter, even wiser. We have the imagination to put our plans into effect. I'm not saying adults can't help us, 'cause they are a major help. But we have the power. Kids can fight for our world. The adults can help, but it's up to us to save the world. Individually one kid can do great good. We can do countless things separately. But together, we can do ANYTHING.
Adults aren't bad people, they were kids once too. But as we grow older, we lose our child-like innocence. We need to get back to the mindset of a child. We need to get back to the point where everyone is a potential friend rather than enemy. We need to get back to the point where we can trust again. Adults, you don't have to be adults if that makes sense. Go back to being a kid. Go back to trusting, go back to having fun. Go back to what made your childhood worth living. The world is so obsessed with getting ahead. So worried about success, it makes me sick. We need to get back to the times where we did things because they made us happy, not to try to beat someone else. Where we do our jobs to support each other, not because of the amount of money, or how much recognition you'll get.
Ask a kid what they want to do with their lives. They'll tell you what they think is cool. They'll tell you they want to sing, to act, to be president, to be a cop, or a super hero. You know why? Because they believe that they can. Why can't they do it? Why can't they be the next president, or a superstar? I'll tell you why. It's because people cut them down. People tell them that their dream isn't reasonable. There's a 1 in a million chance of making it. So the kid gets disheartened and loses faith and ends up doing something they hate for the rest of their lives.
You know what I say to this? I say it needs to stop. We need to encourage kids to follow their dreams. We need to tell them that they can be the next president, or a famous superstar, or a model, or they can be the next Superman or Spiderman. Who knows, maybe one of them will actually make it. Sure, they may not have the strength of Superman, but they could definitely work out to be strong. With the encouragement of those around us, anything is possible. No one is born better than anyone else, some just work harder because people believe they can do it.
Kids, it's time to take our place back at the leaders of the world. We control the fate of the world, the adults are just there to help guide us. It's our world that we inherit, so let's make it a world to be proud of. Let's save this world and everyone in it. Together we can make a world without fear, but with trust instead. We can make a world where we all get along. We can make a world where we are all free to live how we choose. Kids, we have the power, so let's use it to make the world great.
As always, I'm here if anyone needs me. Just email me. Gokin_kun@yahoo.com. I'm here to listen if you need it, or if you have ideas for the blog. Let's make this world great. Kid Power all the way!
Live on,
Gokin
Friday, June 22, 2012
Self Conclusion
I've been listening to the a song lately called Self Conclusion. It's a song that is undoubtedly about suicide. It's an acoustic song, very melodic. It has a story to it, and it goes like this: The setting is the edge of the world. (Really just a cliff I'm assuming). There's a man standing there (the story is from his point of view) and then the girl enters. She basically tells him that she's there to kill herself, but he's in her way. And the guy just sits there throughout the song trying to talk the girl out of suicide. Basically, she calls him crazy and stuff, until the very end. She agrees to give him one night to prove himself to be better than death. His response shook me the first time, as I've been in the situation that this story takes place (just a different setting). He said "Settle precious, I know what you're going through. 'Cause ten minutes before you got here, I was gonna jump too." I really love that song, because it has a happy ending, but kinda leaves you hanging.
Now, back story over, I'll get onto what I really want to rant about. I just want to say, suicide isn't the answer. I have friends who have gone through with it, and it hurts those you leave behind. My friend Chris tried it 2 years ago. He overdosed on pills, and had to go to the ICU and rehab type thing. Sammy went through with it, as you all know by now. Life does get better if you give it time. If you're contemplating suicide, email me, my email-address is on my profile. And I will never mention anything about you or your life if you don't want me to. I know many people who have been touched by suicide, including my entire family. When I was very young one of my aunts committed suicide. She was very well loved by the entire family, but there's no going back. So, if you're considering suicide, think about those who you will leave behind.
I think it's time I talk a little more about Sammy. I need to, or I'll never move on. Sammy and I were really really close. We didn't live near each other, but that really didn't matter. She told me everything, and I told her everything too. We talked just about every day, there were few days we didn't. I know she'll always be in my heart, and she'll always be watching over me. I hope she realizes how much I miss her. She was a major part of my life, and now she's gone.
My biggest point is to not do it. You're not alone in the world, no matter how much it seems like it. Sometimes we all feel alone. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here. I'll always be around. I have my email forwarded to my phone, so I'm here for anyone who ever needs me, just email me. I'll call you, text you, make an account on any free social networking site to be here for you. (I can't do paid ones, I don't have the money). So, basically, I know I'm repeating myself, but don't commit suicide. It hurts everyone around you, and you never get the chance to take it back.
Lastly, thank you Allie. You've been inspiring me to save the world. I was really going to give up with the death of Sammy, but now I know I have to try my best. This post wasn't written all at once, so my thoughts aren't really flowing, and I apologize for that. I do have a plan though now. I'm going to save the world by the process of changing lives, even if it is one at a time. But I can't do it alone. Whoever reads this, do some kind today. If you see a homeless man, buy him food. If you see a woman struggling with her children and groceries, offer to help out. If we all lend a small hand we can change the world. Darkness spreads fast, it can change our whole day and make it terrible if we let it. But Light can do the same, so let's spread our light onto the world and show them what we're made of.
I guess this is it. The last thing I want to leave you with, is this. I'm always here for you, whoever you are. I'll always be. Come to me at your own time, I'll listen. I have love for you all.
(Sorry this post has been all over the place, next one will be better)
Live on,
Gokin
Now, back story over, I'll get onto what I really want to rant about. I just want to say, suicide isn't the answer. I have friends who have gone through with it, and it hurts those you leave behind. My friend Chris tried it 2 years ago. He overdosed on pills, and had to go to the ICU and rehab type thing. Sammy went through with it, as you all know by now. Life does get better if you give it time. If you're contemplating suicide, email me, my email-address is on my profile. And I will never mention anything about you or your life if you don't want me to. I know many people who have been touched by suicide, including my entire family. When I was very young one of my aunts committed suicide. She was very well loved by the entire family, but there's no going back. So, if you're considering suicide, think about those who you will leave behind.
I think it's time I talk a little more about Sammy. I need to, or I'll never move on. Sammy and I were really really close. We didn't live near each other, but that really didn't matter. She told me everything, and I told her everything too. We talked just about every day, there were few days we didn't. I know she'll always be in my heart, and she'll always be watching over me. I hope she realizes how much I miss her. She was a major part of my life, and now she's gone.
My biggest point is to not do it. You're not alone in the world, no matter how much it seems like it. Sometimes we all feel alone. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here. I'll always be around. I have my email forwarded to my phone, so I'm here for anyone who ever needs me, just email me. I'll call you, text you, make an account on any free social networking site to be here for you. (I can't do paid ones, I don't have the money). So, basically, I know I'm repeating myself, but don't commit suicide. It hurts everyone around you, and you never get the chance to take it back.
Lastly, thank you Allie. You've been inspiring me to save the world. I was really going to give up with the death of Sammy, but now I know I have to try my best. This post wasn't written all at once, so my thoughts aren't really flowing, and I apologize for that. I do have a plan though now. I'm going to save the world by the process of changing lives, even if it is one at a time. But I can't do it alone. Whoever reads this, do some kind today. If you see a homeless man, buy him food. If you see a woman struggling with her children and groceries, offer to help out. If we all lend a small hand we can change the world. Darkness spreads fast, it can change our whole day and make it terrible if we let it. But Light can do the same, so let's spread our light onto the world and show them what we're made of.
I guess this is it. The last thing I want to leave you with, is this. I'm always here for you, whoever you are. I'll always be. Come to me at your own time, I'll listen. I have love for you all.
(Sorry this post has been all over the place, next one will be better)
Live on,
Gokin
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Our dream
I decided to start this blog because of a total of three reasons that all intertwine. Reason one: my best friend Sammy just died. It was not an accident, she purposefully took her own life with a bullet to the heart. She was my closest friend, and my partner, more to that later though. The second (and most important reason) is because I want to save the world. Sure, that sounds rather silly, doesn't it? But..This world is getting worse by the day, and someone has to save it. Originally that was the plan with me and Sammy. She was my partner, and together we would save the world. She had the plans, and I had the courage to put them all into action. But she took her own life before I could read her plans. So here I am, no plan, but an intense desire to save the world. I almost gave up on it right then, when I heard about her. But someone talked me out of giving up. She's the third reason I've decided to write this blog. Her name is Allie (sorry if you didn't want me using your name). She's one of the sweetest, caring, most selfless people I've ever met. She'll stop at nothing to make sure that you're happy, even if it causes her pain. The world needs more people like her.
Now that it's understood why I'm making the blog, and I've gotten that off my chest I guess I'll really tell you what it's all about. Let's start with the name. It's called "Our Dream" because Sammy and I shared the same dream to save this world. And now I've found Allie, just as I lost Sammy, and it is her dream as well. I'm not saying Allie is my new partner, but maybe we'll work together sometimes, or even go there eventually. I'm not sure, I'll let that work itself out. Now, a bit more about "Our Dream." Our dream is to make the world a better place. A place where you can sleep soundly at night without worrying about..well anything really. I'm not sure if I speak for Allie with this too, but it is definitely true for me and Sammy. Really, I'll be writing in this blog to kind of document thoughts I have, or things I've seen or done to try and make the world a better place.
I may be just one person, but I share the common dream that unites us. In the darkest night, I'll be there. When all your friends are gone, call me. If you read this, and you feel alone, like no one understands, trust me. I will always understand. I've lived through a lot in my 18 years. I've seen so much cruelty, so much pain, and so much suffering. I'll be there for you if you need me, any of you. It doesn't matter if you like me, hate me, or even wish I was dead. If you need a friend, I'll be there. All you have to do is email me, or comment or whatever. Not sure how this site works anymore.
I am one person. Without a plan. I will do my best to save the world though. Even if it is one person at a time.
Live on,
Gokin
Now that it's understood why I'm making the blog, and I've gotten that off my chest I guess I'll really tell you what it's all about. Let's start with the name. It's called "Our Dream" because Sammy and I shared the same dream to save this world. And now I've found Allie, just as I lost Sammy, and it is her dream as well. I'm not saying Allie is my new partner, but maybe we'll work together sometimes, or even go there eventually. I'm not sure, I'll let that work itself out. Now, a bit more about "Our Dream." Our dream is to make the world a better place. A place where you can sleep soundly at night without worrying about..well anything really. I'm not sure if I speak for Allie with this too, but it is definitely true for me and Sammy. Really, I'll be writing in this blog to kind of document thoughts I have, or things I've seen or done to try and make the world a better place.
I may be just one person, but I share the common dream that unites us. In the darkest night, I'll be there. When all your friends are gone, call me. If you read this, and you feel alone, like no one understands, trust me. I will always understand. I've lived through a lot in my 18 years. I've seen so much cruelty, so much pain, and so much suffering. I'll be there for you if you need me, any of you. It doesn't matter if you like me, hate me, or even wish I was dead. If you need a friend, I'll be there. All you have to do is email me, or comment or whatever. Not sure how this site works anymore.
I am one person. Without a plan. I will do my best to save the world though. Even if it is one person at a time.
Live on,
Gokin
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