Our dream

    I decided to start this blog because of a total of three reasons that all intertwine. Reason one: my best friend Sammy just died. It was not an accident, she purposefully took her own life with a bullet to the heart. She was my closest friend, and my partner, more to that later though. The second (and most important reason) is because I want to save the world. Sure, that sounds rather silly, doesn't it? But..This world is getting worse by the day, and someone has to save it. Originally that was the plan with me and Sammy. She was my partner, and together we would save the world. She had the plans, and I had the courage to put them all into action. But she took her own life before I could read her plans. So here I am, no plan, but an intense desire to save the world. I almost gave up on it right then, when I heard about her. But someone talked me out of giving up. She's the third reason I've decided to write this blog. Her name is Allie (sorry if you didn't want me using your name). She's one of the sweetest, caring, most selfless people I've ever met. She'll stop at nothing to make sure that you're happy, even if it causes her pain. The world needs more people like her.
    Now that it's understood why I'm making the blog, and I've gotten that off my chest I guess I'll really tell you what it's all about. Let's start with the name. It's called "Our Dream" because Sammy and I shared the same dream to save this world. And now I've found Allie, just as I lost Sammy, and it is her dream as well. I'm not saying Allie is my new partner, but maybe we'll work together sometimes, or even go there eventually. I'm not sure, I'll let that work itself out. Now, a bit more about "Our Dream." Our dream is to make the world a better place. A place where you can sleep soundly at night without worrying about..well anything really. I'm not sure if I speak for Allie with this too, but it is definitely true for me and Sammy. Really, I'll be writing in this blog to kind of document thoughts I have, or things I've seen or done to try and make the world a better place.
    I may be just one person, but I share the common dream that unites us. In the darkest night, I'll be there. When all your friends are gone, call me. If you read this, and you feel alone, like no one understands, trust me. I will always understand. I've lived through a lot in my 18 years. I've seen so much cruelty, so much pain, and so much suffering. I'll be there for you if you need me, any of you. It doesn't matter if you like me, hate me, or even wish I was dead. If you need a friend, I'll be there. All you have to do is email me, or comment or whatever. Not sure how this site works anymore.
     I am one person. Without a plan. I will do my best to save the world though. Even if it is one person at a time.

Live on,
Gokin